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I'm going to die soon

ocwarddude — 2008-09-29T19:55:00Z

i Feel like killing myself any day now . Cuts dont help me anymore .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMFG MY BITHDAY IS IN 9 DAYS ( TODAY IS JULY 31ST )

ocwarddude — 2007-07-31T21:56:00Z

MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON AND SOME SPECIAL CAN BE INVITED , IF YOUR ACTUALLY TALKIN TO ME , LOL . SOME ARNT AND I DONT WANT TO BRAG ON YOU , SO YOU NO WHO YOU ARE .

IM ONLY SAYING IF YOU NAME IS CRIS , THERE IS A CHANCE YOU CAN COME, OR NOT . THATS UP TO ME!!!

lyrics that izzy wrote me on the last day of school which was may 16th , 2007

ocwarddude — 2007-06-12T15:54:00Z

ive killed your white dove

cuz we cant ever love

so shes bloody red

and shes bloody dead

so let your love apear

so may can hear

for you

just for us two

but dont tell me anymore that you love me

cuz i no that you have love to be

just screw off the pain

and fill our hearts with shame

cuz you no you would

and for you ill die

in the blink of an eye

i gues i should

yes i should

wat a cool knight

ocwarddude — 2007-05-30T00:42:00Z

at the ppp lock in , i met some cool kids and danced a lot . this dude names aaron from my school danced with me . and my boyfreind was there . his name is omar and hes a deff child . the way we comunicated was in sing language and texting . man hes so hawt . hes comming back from brazil today at 6 am and right now its almost 2 am . i cant sleep

omg's for today

ocwarddude — 2007-05-25T06:25:00Z

today is the power102 night lock in for teenagers at peter piper pizza and im going . i know ny freind curtis is going but i dont know about my other freinds . power102 is a hiphop and rnb statio and i heard about it so i want to see how it turns out . ill be leaving here at 12:00 am scharp cuz thats when it starts . yyyyyyaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy

my old and new band

ocwarddude — 2007-05-22T17:12:00Z

Since my old band , disign of angel , has exstinked m, i've made a new band and instead of four people , we're seven people now . Three of us from the old band , have helped with this band . And when they saw that I died my hear magenta , we named the band magenta . Stupid name , but i guess its good . Now instead of me , erika , leah , and kaytlinne , its me , leah , erika , jordan , karla , izzy , and dannyal . We are readfy for our compatition for the battle of the bands of el paso texas . yes-ser!!!!!!!!!!!

you know my heart

ocwarddude — 2007-05-14T17:57:00Z

let the answer come to me

cuz you'll never make me free

lied in my face like never before

but your saying im sorry right by my door

let me die

or just just let me cry (yes just let me cry)

are you sure you know my heart

by just any start

i cried myself tonight

and yes it felt just right

come to me tonight

lets stop our fiight

please please hold me down

please please let me drown

tonight

oh yeah tonight

more lyrics

ocwarddude — 2007-04-28T01:49:00Z

your devil is working my body

together in parts

and im breaking all of

those preshious hearts

many people can say

that im stupid in my ways

now im looking (yeah)

where my heart lays

and im looking for the ryme

just to take up all my tyme

but than where would you be

WHEN I FALL - MY LYRICS TO MY BAND

ocwarddude — 2007-04-19T21:09:00Z

WHEN I FALL

WILL YOU CATCH ME

OH WHEN I FALL

I CAN'T ALWAYS BE

BUT WHEN I CRY

YOU'LL JUST SAY BYE

LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO

BUT WHEN YOU TURN

I LOOK AT YOU

TO SEE

HOW YOU WILL BE

BUT THEN YOU NEVER LOOK

LOOK AT ME

hahaha

ocwarddude — 2007-04-15T01:53:00Z

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.

Guy: No, this is fun.

Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!

Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.

Girl hugs him

Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.

(in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If u love any one this much...let them know...before its too late... I love you 4 ever.....and always 2 the end....i cant live without ya.....b-cuz ur my friend..... Send this to 10 ppl in the next 5 min....and....u will get kissed on friday by the love of your life.... DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life.

However, if u don t send this 2 @ least 10 ppl by at least 12:00 2nite u will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your life. Just copy & paste